How I lost

I smiled the other day when spring finally sprung
it made me laugh inside thinking of the fun
of that day long ago when the wind and snow was blowing
and all you wanted to know was when is Spring time coming

I wanted to let you know how many days were left
but then I realized that would not be best
for if I were to talk to you
I am so afraid of that harm it would do

Then my smile quickly turned upside down
my joyful thoughts were replaced with anger and a frown
I ask myself every day that passes by
was that friendship just a lie