Clear

Do you not see what I see
or hear what it is I hear
my rage and anger is lost
that is my one true fear

They are standing right in front of me
I can reach my hand out and touch
I know in my heart of hearts
That I do love them very much

At times I seem to boil inside
and out it suddenly flows
sometimes it builds up so much
that no one truly knows

I yell and scream and let it out
going from one thought to the next
then I stop for a moment and look
with their eyes upon me so perplexed

I stand there looking in their eyes
As it stops as quickly as it came
the anger that built up inside
has now turned into shame

I think of others that have lost what I have
and wonder how I can do this to them
what did they do that was so wrong
what right do I have to condemn

I should say that I am sorry
but I cant seem to let the words out
for I know in my heart
they do not understand what its about

Is my job to learn this lesson in life
to value what I have and hold it near
looking at what is in front of me
suddenly it all becomes so clear